Nickname: Buddy
He was
given to me by a friend before we departed as roommates.
We
went everywhere together.
He
traveled with me to Florida and other parts of New England.
It
wasn't long before I learned he was fully capable of traveling in a vehicle
without
his "ridiculous" box.
Unfortunately,
Cedric became suddenly ill. I brought him to the vet where
he was
prescribed Amoxi for a possible URI (upper respiratory infection).
I've
always kept a close eye on my pets, guess you could say I'm almost
a
fanatic. Within hours I noticed that his health had worsened.
After
having tests done to determine the problem it became known that
he had
a serious liver problem.Yellow jaundice had set in.
I was
to understand that surgery was an option but there were no
guarantees.
There was no way to know if it would help him for years,
months
or weeks, and there was no way of knowing if he would continue
to
suffer. Well, the truth was simple, liver problems are not curable.
The
decision was not so simple. Dear God I loved him so much.
He was
so sick. I couldn't bear the thought of him going to that bridge
of
rainbows alone. Scared and alone in that strange place without me.
Without
anyone.
My
decision? To be unselfish to my desires of not wanting to let him go.
To
help him on his way, as-soon-as-possible so his suffering would cease.
To be
there with him. That my voice would be the last thing he'd hear so
he
could go in peace, knowing he was loved. Did I cry. I still cry.
Cedric,
buddy, I miss you and I hope you forgive me.
For
information concerning liver problems and cats.
Feline Advisory Bureau
Liver Disease
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